HAPPY NEW YEAR. New year and a new start.

What a fantastic Christmas I've had. Yes I have eaten too much and maybe had a glass of wine over the recommended amount stated by the government and health officials. Nevertheless it was so much more than I could ever have dare hoped for. On Christmas day and Boxing day my home was packed with my family, with the usual card games in the evening and not forgetting the "Wii" sports computer program that Math brought along with him. Laughter was all around me, and I counted my blessings, realising how lucky I am to have these people in my life.

On the Thursday (the 27th December) my friend (soul sister) of 18yrs, drove the long distance over to my home with her husband. Some of you may know of "Akelamalu" from her blog Everything or Nothing. I haven't had chance to meet up with her since a year last August, although we talk every week on the phone. It was great to see them both again. We never stopped chattering until I waved her off in the car. (Math and Mwm wished they had worn ear defenders). It was arranged whilst they were here, that we would drive up to them on New Years day afternoon, and they have booked a table at the new Chinese restaurant that has opened up close to them. These wonderful friends are giving up their bed for me so that I might spend the night with them. The bed reserved for visitors in their guest room is too low for me, so they will sleep there. How generous is that?

So, to start the celebrations, on New Years Eve, Math and I are driving over to Nottingham, to my sons home in the evening, dining at a hotel in the City, then returning to his penthouse to watch the Firework displays over the River Trent and Nottingham Castle at midnight. The view is incredible from his place. Then as I said, we are driving over New Years Day afternoon to spend time with Akelamalu.

What a wonderful way to start the New Year, and say good-bye to the old one, which had been filled with so many challenges, adventures, tears, laughter and heartbreak.

Saying a final good-bye to my special mum in this old year, brought about a new strength in me, I'm determined to fulfill all the promises I made to her, and I know that she is by my side supporting me. So I will undertake the training my husband and his business partner have encouraged me to do, so that I am a valuable cog in the structure of their enterprise. This will start in the fourth month of the year and the authorities are arranging the flexibility I will need should my surgery interrupt the course.

This also reminded me of the gems I have in my husband and family and to treasure them close to my heart. So it is with in mind I have taken the sad decision to close my Blog.

As most of you know I have a perpetrator who has caused a lot of destruction to me and my family. I would love the opportunity to have a 'one to one' with this person, but unfortunately they don't operate this way preferring to skulk about in the background, disguised, Waiting to cause as much destruction as they can with their lies and poison.

Reading back over my last few weeks of posting, I have noticed that I have to be cautious of whom and what I mention, to ensure their protection and to safeguard business plans. I can assure you this is not an over-reaction, we are still rectifying damage done by this persons previous lies and interference.

Therefore the joy I used to have when posting is restricted, and I feel I'm not being true to myself, my blog or the many friends I've made in the months I've been posting.

I have tried to undertake the fabulous G-mans incredible knowledge of "Fuck'em". Unfortunately I cannot take the risk, this parasite knows no limits or accepts responsibility for their self absorbed ways in causing damage.

My blog was to be an honest account of my life journey, for me to reflect back on to see how far I've travelled. This is no longer possible, with me having to edit so much of the information and events.

I hope you don't mind if I drop by occasionally though to see how you are all doing, but I will not be posting for the foreseeable future

So my maties, wish me luck in my new start to my New Year, as I wish you Health and Happiness, Love, Laughter and Peace in your New Year.

QUEENIE XXXX